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Alright, the scale keeps going down. I don't know if this is like starting over, because it seems INSANE! Not that I'm complaining at all. Just stating a fact. The scale was below 130 this morning, which is a godsend. It may seem drastic, but I want to be as low as possible for when I go to Florida in a week and a half.
I think I'm gaining weight just thinking about what I'm going to eat while I'm there. I can't wait. Hopefully I'll get some swimming in and I can walk around the community, too. So although I won't be exercising as vigorously as I am here (ha ha), I will hopefully still be able to get some sort of activity in, which is good. I make a promise right now that whatever I gain while in Florida I will come home and record it. I must keep myself accountable. It's the only way I'll stay on track.
I also got the invitation for my friend's bridal shower today, which is at the end of May, so that's another good motivator. Keep my weight low for the shower. I know this isn't about me, but to have to make a public appearance, I would like to look my best.
I'm starting to realize that I hate things that I'm not able to change right away. Like my hair. Once I lost weight, I cut my hair short because my face wasn't fat anymore, and now it's taking forever to grow out and I hate it. It's not long enough to do anything nice with it, and it's not short enough to be fun anymore. I don't know what to do. Ah well, you can't always get what you want.
The weather has continued to be bleak. April showers bring homicidal mania.
Diet Calendar Entry for 13 April 2011:
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336 kcal
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Fat: 7.25g | Prot: 25.50g | Carb: 46.00g.
Breakfast: Chocolate Cheerios, Blue Diamond Almond Breeze. Lunch: Light Blue Cheese Wedges, Oven Roasted Chicken Breast, Frank's Hot Buffalo, La Banderita. more...
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