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I've sick of disappointing myself. Two years ago I was on a roll I didn't see stopping. I expected that I'd finish losing that 100 lbs in no time. After a year, I lost the motivation. I haven't give up, not yet. I know I still have it in me, but I've gotten lazy. I can feel my self esteem slipping. I've actually started going in the wrong direction and gaining weight. I'm up 5 lbs.
So, I'm done. Tomorrow I'm getting up and having a good breakfast. Then I'll join my friends for the MS Walk. Hopefully after that, I can either go climb the mountain or go for a bike ride. The weather is beautiful right now and I'm ready to get out on my bike. I have stop get over the guilt I feel about going to ride by myself. If Lee wants me to ride around here, he's going to have to help motivate me. I can't do it alone. I'm really bored by the route and it's a hard ride. I'd much rather be out on the trail around work. I'm going to have to learn to be more selfish about this.
Diet Calendar Entry for 08 April 2011:
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1617 kcal
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Fat: 51.81g | Prot: 62.49g | Carb: 244.41g.
Breakfast: Oat Revolution - Apples & Cinnamon, Sugar, Coffee, Bananas, Cow Pals Mild Cheddar Snack Cheese. Lunch: Roasted Red Pepper Hummus, veggie chips, Whole Wheat Mini Pita Pocket, Baby-Cut Carrots, Non-Fat Plain Greek Yogurt, Honey. Dinner: Blush Wine Vinaigrette, Pepperoni Minis, Whole Wheat Mini Pita Pocket, 2% Milk Mozzarella Cheese, QuiltedHeart's Momma's Spaghetti Sauce. Snacks/Other: Low Fat Ice Cream Bars - Chocolate Truffle. more...
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