It's TUESDAY! And since its CHOOSEDAY: Choose to Smile Choose to be Happy Choose to Love Choose to Bless Choose to be a Blessing Choose t be Humble Choose o be Patient Choose to be Kind... and above all Choose God to guide your Life. HAPPY TUESDAY!
Hope everyone is having a wonderful ChooseDay!! I am having a pretty good day, nothing to complain about, so I guess that makes it good...
So far we have a few small leads on the ancestry front. My sister doesnt understand why he would want to find them when he has a family, but I get it. I feel like I would always wonder what they were like, or what they looked like. I know that many people who are adopted never look for their birth parents, but I dont think I could go through life not knowing. I wouldnt want to know why they did it, I would just want to know what they looked like. I feel like thats where he is, he just wants to see them. To see where his brown eyes come from, since his mom and family all have blue eyes. Its a curiosity thing I guess.
I havent gotten a new scale yet. I am still looking for one. Honestly, though, I need to get one soon because I feel like not seeing where I am and my progress puts me in the mindset that I am failing. I feel fat, I feel like I am gross and gaining weight. I may not be, because I am being careful with my intake, but mentally, I am my own worst enemy.
We had grilled steak, chicken, burgers and veggies last night. It was a Keto feast!! There was eggplant, zucchini, summer squash. The family all had buns, but I ate mine without. It was great!! They did roast marshmallows, and I found out that just one wouldnt kick me over the carb limit so I had a roasted marshmallow and honesty, I do not regret it. My niece roasted it for me, she was so proud of herself. I enjoyed the evening. Even though there has been tension in the house, we put it aside and had a great evening.
Today I will pray for people's hearts, that they are kind to each other even when they do not agree. I will pray for strength to continue on this journey, even when I feel like I am failing or feel like giving up. I will pray for success and growth. I will pray that this day teaches me something new and gives me a new appreciation for the people in my life. I will pray we all have victories, that we reach a goal, or see a difference. I will pray for willpower and I will thank the Lord for all the things I have already overcome. In the glorious name of Jesus, amen!!!
Remember, we are all on a path, and while you may not agree with the direction of my path, we are all going to the same place....Better Health!! Build each other up, do not knock each other down!! Be kind to each other!!
