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02 November 2015

Weigh-in: 270.0 lb lost so far: 2.0 lb still to go: 110.0 lb Diet followed reasonably well
   add comment gaining 2.3 lb a week

30 October 2015

I'm trying to be patient. I'm trying to focus on being healthy for healthy's sake, and not on weight loss. But I can't help but wish that the absence of the instant gratification of delicious, abundant food made up for it by an instant gratification of weight loss.

For a long time, calorie counting was a trigger for my bulimia. I'm worried that it still may be, but I've gained over 70 lbs since I stopped depending on purging to balance out my eating habits. I force myself to be content with my body aesthetically, but my complete lack of self control is something I want to change.

I worry that it won't be enough for me just to eat healthier if I don't see a dramatic weight loss, like I'm used to. I worry I'll either abandon my health goals and continue to decrease in basic fitness while I increase in weight, or I'll resort back to secret purging, destroying my esophagus, stomach, and throat further.

I want to be strong. I want to be fast. I want to be in control of my own body. I want to live a long and wonderful life with my beautiful fiance.
Weigh-in: 269.0 lb lost so far: 3.0 lb still to go: 109.0 lb Diet followed reasonably well
   add comment gaining 14.0 lb a week

28 October 2015

Weigh-in: 265.0 lb lost so far: 7.0 lb still to go: 105.0 lb Diet followed reasonably well
   add comment losing 21.0 lb a week

27 October 2015

Weigh-in: 268.0 lb lost so far: 4.0 lb still to go: 108.0 lb Diet followed reasonably well
   add comment losing 28.0 lb a week

26 October 2015

Weigh-in: 272.0 lb lost so far: 0 lb still to go: 112.0 lb Diet followed N/A

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