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20 January 2013
Weigh-in:
227.4 lb
lost so far:
0 lb
still to go:
101.4 lb
Diet followed poorly
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losing 0.4 lb a week
13 January 2013
Weigh-in:
227.8 lb
lost so far:
0 lb
still to go:
101.8 lb
Diet followed 100%
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losing 4.2 lb a week
06 January 2013
I havent been on here for years. The last time i came on was 4 months post the birth of my child and 1month post my partner walking away from us. i am as devastated now as i was then... he came back some months later promising he loved me. well that went a little wrong as he didnt commit and my postnatal depressions progessed to a serious level. After trying to patch things up it went wrong. having my child triggered some bad memories and i tried to keep it all inside so that i didnt burden him with all my baggage. this went spectacularly wrong. not only did i feel more and more miserable with myself but i also piled on the pounds. it cant have been nice for him to look at or even touch. Well to cut long story short, this time he left in the middle of november this year. i have been so sad and lost without him. he truly believes that i dont love him... when i do, more than he will ever know. i am heart broken. i finally managed to get the words out to tell him what had happened and he doesnt want to know. i cant sleep, i cant eat, i cant think straight. i have lost 22lbs since he left because i cant stomache food..which means i m not taking my meds because im not eating. it is devastating to hear his voice just say hello to me on the phone as i then have to immediately pass the phone to our son as he doesnt want to even speak to me. I just wish he would talk to me. I DO exist, I AM here, I DO have feelings. I DO LOVE HIM and i miss him so much :( I just wish i could tell him that i am sorry i lost my figure and im sorry if it looked like i wasnt into him as i let myself go...but that wasnt because of him that was becasue of my minds preoccupation... its not an excuse its true...i thought he loved me and would be by my side for ever and that i could address my weight once i had addressed what the issue was... but i guess i was wrong, very wrong and now, now he is gone for good.
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06 January 2013
Weigh-in:
232.0 lb
lost so far:
0 lb
still to go:
106.0 lb
Diet followed poorly
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gaining 0.1 lb a week
21 February 2008
Weigh-in:
217.0 lb
lost so far:
0 lb
still to go:
91.0 lb
Diet followed N/A
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