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08 October 2013

Weigh-in: 375.0 lb lost so far: 8.0 lb still to go: 205.0 lb Diet followed reasonably well
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04 October 2013

Weigh-in: 383.0 lb lost so far: 0 lb still to go: 213.0 lb Diet followed N/A

14 May 2013

Am really struggleing this morning with some anxiety and have been since around 11pm. I cant put my finger on why either and that is driving me crazy. I guess with all the craziness in my life lately it has just caught up with me but tonight I am shaking all over and crying and cant stop and my stomach is just turning and my mind wont shut off and it doesnt seem like I can focus on anything to help calm down and relax. I have taken my meds, I have tried to knit, I have watched TV and I just am really struggling tonight. The only good thing is that when I am feeling this way the last thing I want to do is eat. I am hoping that just writing down the way I am feeling will help. You know if things had been bad the last few days I could understand the anxiety but things around here have been really good. Jacob has been really good we have had no major blow ups or arguments we had a great day on Mothers day, he has actually ate dinner with us at the kitchen table the last couple of nights and I cant remember the last time that has happened so really things are going well but I feel like I am on pins and needles like when is it all going to blow up again, and will I be able to handle it. I wish I had someone I could call and talk to at this time of the morning and just help sort thru some of these feelings someone who is going thru or has gone thru the same things I have. I have a doctors apt this morning later and I am going to talk to him about that and see if he knows of any support groups localy for parents of depressed teens. It is so hard to always be so strong and positive when sometimes you feel like you are dying inside. Well I am going to go and lay back down for a while and try to rest before I have to get my family up for the day dont know if I will sleep but maybe I can relax some.

09 April 2013

02 April 2013

At work tonight and feeling kind of rough, seem to be very tired tonight and stuggling with some dizzyness. My blood pressure medication has recently been adjusted and I feel like my blood pressure right now is a little low, have no way to check it here in the office will have to wait until I get home and that wont be till after 7 this morning. My knee is still giving me a lot of problems and I am going to see an orhtopedic MD next week to see what I need to do to get the knee back in condition where it doesnt hurt me so badly to walk. At any rate even without excersise I am still loosing weight and thats a good thing, I know when I am able to do some excercise the weight will come off faster but for now have to be satisfied with the way things are going.I am staying on plan and staying under my alloted RDI and for that I am really proud, now if I could only keep my son from eating my diet food like my yogurt and skinny cows, he says he is helping me by taking any good food away from me, he he. I have resorted to hiding things from him so I have them for more than 24 hours. Teenagers you gotta love em. Hope everyone has a good and productive day on program gonna go get some work done now Have a great day

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