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17 August 2015

Weigh-in: 172.0 lb lost so far: 0 lb still to go: 17.6 lb Diet followed N/A

23 June 2014

05 August 2013

I was never the "skinny" kid. I think I was build up to end up being athletic which I'm not quite yet but I want to be. I have long legs. I weighted 59 kilos when I was 11 years old. When I was 13/14 I was passing through the typical hormonal body changes and so I weighted between 63 to even 67 kilos. I remember that when I was 15 I went to 70 kilos and by the age of 16 I was 75 kilos to then go back to 70 again through a treatment with Xenical in two months on that same year which was also my last year of high school. I think the gaining weight was emotional. Then, I went through ups and downs. During 2 months, first time at the gym I managed to go to 67 kilos again when I was 17 but then gained the weight back at my freshmen year at College. I could manage myself between 68 to 73 kilos during a while. I had to take birth controls because of some skin problems and I gained weight. So I pretty much stayed in 76 kilos. When I was 20 I went to US for 5 months to visit some family and came back weighting 9 more kilos. My heaviest: 85 kilos! I did some pill diet for a month or two and managed to go back to 77 kilos. When I was 22 years old the lowest I happened to go with some books and more holistic approach was 74 kilos; it felt so weird to weight that and so my body would start to eat more and then stayed at 76 again. I went to US when I was 23 for almost four months and at the beginning, I was loosing weight, I went down to 75 kilos but then, a painful breakup made me become more emotional and I looked comfort in food, unfortunately I came back weighting 79 kilos. I gained 4 kilos in 2 months. That was six months ago. I'm 24 years old now and I want to close this year with all of the past painful events and fears of mine. It is time to do this for me. I really think I can start little by little and go back to 74 as I did with the holistic mental-body approach and from there, going back to the 60's. My goal is to go further back to when I was 13 years old. I want to be healthy and look healthy and feel more confident. I think it's about time and I would feel so good about myself if I only release the fear and finally, with much love and patience, start to eat healthy. More than a diet or a short time goal, I want to take as much time as I need and reach my goal. I think it's reasonable to reach a close weight if not the goal weight for new years but that would mean I need to be completely committed. 5 months, 15 kilos? I surely can, or at least reach the 60's again, whether is 69 or less. I'm feeling positive and I want this to be a bran new beginning, because it is, because it feels like it and because God is giving me an opportunity to close the gaps of this year in what's left of 2013. I have to say that it shall be easier as I wont study at University this semester but instead will look for a job, reinforce my french knowledge and with the money that I can save up, buy healthy food and pamper myself for my accomplishments. I won't ever give up on myself. I felt this shift in 2011 and last year too, but this is it, the year to finally materialize my wishes and that will happen with action. Walking the walk and talking the talk :) I'm going to prove others wrong and prove myself that, there's nothing to be afraid. I might have "failed" before but I will always stand up again. I can do this!

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