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Weight History
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24 March 2009
Still sick. Doctor says it's food poisoning...again. Who knows?!
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22 March 2009
I am so sick.
I can't stop throwing up. I lost 10 pounds since saturday night and I can't eat anything...
Life really sucks right now. Just wanted to let you guys know where i've been
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13 March 2009
Another horrid day...I'm on welfare again...and extremely ashamed. I was approved for food stamps and have had to quit my high paying adult entertainment job that I hate but paid the bills because I can no longer travel due to being a "single parent".
I feel like a complete bum....like my hard work has gotten me nowhere.
I am still losing simply because I CANNOT EAT. I'm behind on bills and stressed and feel ultimately alone.
I thought my days of struggling financially were over and even compromised my happiness for financial security and now it's all gone to shit...
I have an interview at Kmart on Monday...boy I have fallen far...
(1 comment)
10 March 2009
Day #2 without the man...
Life is much different but I think I'm starting to feel some freedom of some sort. Once the pain goes away, there will be nothing but peace in this house.
Today I'm cleaning the house, packing the rest of his things, and just hanging out with my babies.
I lost 4 pounds this week but I really believe it was just because I can't eat. So that makes me feel like I have failed. I should be eating but I can't. My stomach is naseous and queasy. I know I'm not feeding my body what it needs but I just can't bring myself to eat really. I'm going to do better today.
Weigh-in:
195.0 lb
lost so far:
18.1 lb
still to go:
5.0 lb
Diet followed reasonably well
(5 comments)
losing 5.6 lb a week
09 March 2009
My man left me.
I am broken. I don't know how else to describe it. He walked out on us. On me, on the kids, our new house, and our bright future. I gave him all I had and I still wasn't enough to keep him here.
I'm so hurt. I'm so alone. I work so hard at doing right so why the hell is this happening to me? I'm fed up and so confused. I'm so hurt I can't even begin to express the torment I'm going through. I'M IN HELL.
I'm sick and tired of trying to do right only to have it bite me in the ass.
I'm not strong enough to do this by myself. I'm only 22. I can't have all these responsibilities. I can't do this. I can't.
(5 comments)
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