Potters_Clay
Joined July 2010
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200.0 lb
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200.0 lb
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150.0 lb
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New to all this open self-disclosure...
I have hit the same wall caused by the same trigger every time I've "dieted". There's been a long healing distance since my last 'diet' because I decided I was going to hide in my fat to keep the trigger at bay. I'm guessing not a common thing but when do you ever meet someone that says "HI! Wanta talk about why I'm fat?"

It's simply not a socially acceptable flaw in our culture. I'm not on a quest to challenge and enlighten our culture - It just IS where we are... so our hearts stay hidden.

I'm just hoping for maybe just a small corner of that world where we can bring some light into our shadow.

I've been spending this time I spoke of watching myself and studying my own responses to life's happenings. I've been surprised... and NOT. LoL I've even had moments of being QUITE impressed with myself - and then REALLY NOT. But I have noticed patterns in my thinking that lead down certain roads, and I'm beginning to recognize some of those roads as I get to them. So, I think I need to do this to process them... maybe it will strike a chord in someone else and ... we'll see how this goes...
posted 04 Jul 2010, 11:51
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