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11 September 2008
Weigh-in:
155.0 lb
lost so far:
0 lb
still to go:
30.0 lb
Diet followed reasonably well
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steady weight
04 September 2008
Well, I've been able to keep my calorie counts right, not necessarily my fat or sugar counts, but we're getting close and all I really eat are good fats like avocados and fish. Unfortunately I've received depressing news that I may truly be doomed to feel crappy and be fat for the rest of my life, as my thyroid is broken. It makes me feel a little better about always being the biggest girl on the team, even though I exercised and ate like everyone else, but it means I'll probably never be svelte, which is a killer blow after all the work I've been doing thinking that I -must- be making a dent.
I'm not and all my good intentions are merely maintenance for the fat that I already have. I thought only people much bigger than me had thyroid problems, people that didn't really take care of themselves I AM STILL A HEALTHY WEIGHT FOR MY HEIGHT AND THIS DOES NOT MAKE SENSE. I've never been obese, never tiny, but never obese. Now more than ever I am completed tempted to let myself go, have beer and cheese fries when I want them, not run the extra mile if I don't want to, it's not making a difference anyway.
I know I won't and I'll continue to get more and more anal retentive and paranoid about my weight, and my eating habits because that's how I function, but I hate to think that this is a problem I'm never going to be able to get rid of, that I'm always going to be fat no matter what. That makes me feel terrible, like a failure, like I belong in a trailer park somewhere with an amputated foot and an out of work redneck, not in the city with a nice house a good job and a gorgeous boyfriend. Not fair... so completely not fair.
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27 August 2008
I have decided that I should challenge myself to drink more water. Alot more. I don't usually think about my daily water intake, and that's a bad thing because I'm not getting nearly enough, I think I'd work-out better and feel less bloated in general if I was getting enough, and thus begins my 12 cup a day challenge, I henceforth challenge myself to fill up my 16 oz water bottles 6 times or more daily that I might actually see the scale do something other than go up.
I hope this actually helps because I'm getting really tired of being fat.
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24 August 2008
I've been flirting with training for the first week of school, but now that I've established a real schedule I have a strong feeling that I can actually succeed. Tomorrow I start my 6 day a week training schedule.
I am completely confident in my ability to do this and I know once I get the routine established I'll be able to keep it up. I love to exercise I just have to make sure I fit it into my crazy hectic schedule.
But I'm going to do it.
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24 August 2008
Weigh-in:
155.0 lb
lost so far:
0 lb
still to go:
30.0 lb
Diet followed poorly
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gaining 0.5 lb a week
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