Back in 2009 I became disabled at work and lost my ability to walk unaided, I went trusting to my doctors begging for help so I could get back to work, they all ignored the underlying problems causing the back issue and instead focused purely on treating pain symptoms with very strong medication, continuous prescriptions for 5 years which obviously no matter how much I needed pain relief they got me hooked on pain pills, when I piled on weight due to innactivity and the disability taking away my ability to walk they tried to get me on anti depressants, you know the saga and thyroid medications!

I do not trust the modern medical system due to my life experience with them insisting on medicating me for symptoms and ignoring underlying causes, the underlying causes got worse and their only solutions were more toxic medications to treat worsening symptoms.

I am generating a full physical and mental recovery using physical exercise and mental disciplin exercises with varying degrees of success, each failure I learn a little more about my limitations and ability and what works and also what makes it worse