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02 August 2010

Weigh-in: 148.0 lb

lost so far: 0 lb

still to go: 23.0 lb

Diet followed N/A

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28 July 2010

Hey Buddies! So I had the worst day yesterday... not only for my diet (which I wrecked entirely... total epic fail!) but also for my personal life. I was in a terrible mood at work because my boss just gets under my skin, so I leave for lunch to calm down. Lunch was nice, I went out with my roomie, but found out while there that my grandmas had a stroke! My g-ma also has cancer and is progressively getting worse =( I went back to the office after that and told my boss what'd happened and I was on my way to Modesto (about an hour from me). My mom and niece were down there and when I walked in the room, she looked terrible! Her hair was super matted like no one has been taking care of her, but she has a lady that's supposed to come in and help her out every day... doesn't seem to be the case! She looked super pale though and kept asking the same questions over and over every 10 seconds or so! She even asked if her daughter Debbie was coming several times... my mom was the one she was asking this to! She's in ICU right now with a kidney infection and the stroke, I guess they're going to run a series of tests for the confusion... it just really sucks!

So after that I know I'm stressed and in a bad mood and the bf talked to me the day before yesterday about something that's been on his mind... nothing big and very fixable. But me being so stressed yesterday, something so small turned into a ridiculous fight. We've also never fought about anything... we are good about talking and discussing how we feel, so it just escalated and I felt like such a bitch about it... cuz it was really a nothing fight =( Thankfully he's a good guy and tried really hard to calm me down yesterday even though I'm being an asshole, and he called me this morning to clear the air and said he was gonna come see me tonight... after which I felt like more of an asshole and apologized whole-heartedly! He was super understanding and said he understood I was stressed and he was sorry too, glad I got everything I need to say out. So at least that turned out good.

So here's my dilemma... I just don't feel motivated enough to do such a rigid diet and I think I'm gonna go back to Weight Watchers or South Beach... I'm just afraid that if I stop it and start eating healthy again, it'll come right back. Thoughts?

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27 July 2010

Down a little more today which is good from my slight gain over the weekend. That's what I like about this... I see results! If I mess up I just go back to it and it comes off... its nice. What is not nice on the other-hand is drinking green tea... I know it's good for you but gosh does it taste gross! I'd like this week to go by really well... had a slightly stressful night after I got home from doing hair... hopefully it levels out as the day progresses. Oh and it's my friend Karen's (Ciao Manhattan) birthday! If you're friends with her make sure to tell her happy birthday =) Hope everyone is well and moving along on this little journey we are embarking!

Weigh-in: 141.6 lb

lost so far: 6.4 lb

still to go: 16.6 lb

Diet followed reasonably well

(3 comments) losing 1.9 lb a week

26 July 2010

So I went out with Mike's cousin and friend yesterday and Saturday night to give them a tour of the Bay Area. We did all the touristy stuff in San Francisco... went to the Golden Gate Bridge, North Beach, Crissy Fields, Palace of Fine Arts, Ocean Beach, Golden Gate Park... we were there ALL DAY! I won't lie, I was a little bored, but got through it. My diet was an epic fail over the weekend if you didn't notice from my food journal. It was impossible to get any diet food and I pretty much went all out in breaking it! I did gain a pound, but considering out crappy I ate, I'm ok with one pound. Today is a new day though and I'll do good. Hope you all had a fabulous weekend =)

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24 July 2010

Woot woot... doing good! Tonight is the night I'm going out with Mike and his family for dinner and drinks... on this diet tonight should be interesting! Have a great weekend buddies!

Weigh-in: 142.4 lb

lost so far: 5.6 lb

still to go: 17.4 lb

Diet followed 100%

(3 comments) losing 5.6 lb a week

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