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03 November 2013

Weigh-in: 214.4 lb lost so far: 22.6 lb still to go: 69.4 lb Diet followed reasonably well
   add comment losing 0.2 lb a week

07 August 2013

I'm down to my HS weight, haven't been here in 5 years. It makes me scared since I always feel like im going to fail and shoot right back up in my weight since its happened every other time like this. I'm actually having anxiety thinking about the possibility of going below 200lbs and have nooooo idea why. Maybe its because I cant take another failure in my mind, or its because im used to being the fat girl and im comfortable with my identity. I do worry about having hanging skin and saggy deflated breasts. I think I'd rather be fat with nice breasts than skinny with ugly ones. I definitely have some issues to work out. Another thing i'm struggling with is that my hunger varies from day to day. Yesterday all i ate was a large baked potato with some coconut oil, an apple and 2 tbls of peanut butter, and a chicken breast and was perfectly satisfied. Then there are days like today when all I can think about is food and how hungry I am. The volume difference my body craves from day to day is pretty astonishing and confusing...who knows..as long as I'm losing weight who cares right?

07 August 2013

Weigh-in: 216.4 lb lost so far: 20.6 lb still to go: 71.4 lb Diet followed reasonably well
   add comment losing 2.3 lb a week

01 August 2013

Weigh-in: 218.4 lb lost so far: 18.6 lb still to go: 73.4 lb Diet followed reasonably well
   add comment losing 1.0 lb a week

12 July 2013

Went to hocking hills and climbed down numerous slick, uneven, odd height steps to old mans cave. I couldn't even enjoy the scenery because of the physicality of it. That part journey in itself made my legs start to give out when I reached the bottom then there was the 200+ rock uneven stair climb back to the top. It was sad to see everyone passing me without breaking a sweat and here I am nearly gasping for breath, face beat red and pushed to point of sobbing from the pain and anxiety of not knowing how much more I had or could go. Its rare moments like these that make you understand just how far gone you are and how frustrating it is not to bound up and down steps like my husband does so easily. I've lost weight but its just not enough and it seems as though ill never be like the rest of gazelles, able to climb, jump and adventure wherever without fear of a knee or leg giving out or if id even have to strength to get back to where I came from. This is truely sad...
Weigh-in: 221.2 lb lost so far: 15.8 lb still to go: 76.2 lb Diet followed reasonably well
   add comment losing 1.1 lb a week

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