Stormymix's Journal, 29 October 2017

it was my birthday on Wednesday. I kinda convinced myself that it's ok to eat cake and chocolate and all kinds of junk food. I'm hoping to be more determined this next week.

I just wanna say thanks to everyone who commented on my last journal entry. it means the world to me to know I'm not alone.

I had the strangest awareness of time this last week. I'll be 30 in 2 years. 40 in 12 years. the last 12 years went by so quickly. I dunno if anyone else ever had a sudden awareness of their age. I'm fully aware that I'm still young but my youth is fading before my eyes. I mean... it was just yesterday that my mother was 28... now she's 45. Time can fly by if you're not paying attention... which I haven't been.

When ur young u kinda think that you're invincible and will be young forever. I've been in that bubble and my bubble just popped.

I've decided to live more over this next year. I can't even remember the last time my feet were in the ocean water with sand between my toes. Watch this space people... I'm making it happen...

259.9 lb Lost so far: 0 lb.    Still to go: 94.6 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.