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I felt the need to write this...
I'm sick of being fat and sick all the time.
I lost my job
lost a family member
and I lost some weight as well! which is the good side of my own tragedy.
now things are getting better thanks to god. I had a dream come true.. but I started eating excessively again.. I mean to the point I cannot breathe..
here I am now, an empty pack of dozen donuts are laying around... been binging for the past 2 weeks none stop!
I have a target now... I'm leaving my country in 6 months to persue a dream. I want to be there weighing 20 kilos less
10 kilos every 3 months
3-4 kilos a month.
I need to feel good and jump start my journey starting from now :)
I gotta be honest, I'm scared this time.
but its something I really want for myself. my very own selfish goal that's only for me, my own health, my own personal gain...
I will be logging in every day untill february 21st which is when I'm starting a new diet with a very smart nutritionist.
wish me luck :)
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178.6 lb
Lost so far: 0 lb.
Still to go: 46.3 lb.
Diet followed N/A.
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gaining 0.3 lb a week
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