I'm not going to lie, this has been a really frustrating week. I chose to quit my job that I love very much for more money and better opportunity. I'm going to miss the people at the current job. The way I deal with stress? Soda and junk food.
I'm also the heaviest I have ever been in my entire life. It's making me sick...to look at myself, to put on clothes, everything... Ugh. I FEEL fat. I feel it all move as I walk and I hate it.
But, but...COOKIES! Diet Dr. Pepper! Yummmmmm....
I want to scream!
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216.2 lb
Lost so far: 16.2 lb.
Still to go: 81.2 lb.
Diet followed poorly.
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steady weight
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