MrsMaynard's Journal, 22 May 2011

Well I've not really been following my diet real well, family drama and stress are keeping me from wanting to do anything really...I know excuses excuses but most people are stronger than I am...I have at least been maintaing my weight which I am proud of I hope that when we move I will get more active as we will live not 2 minutes away from a park(I know I will be taking my son here a lot)and we will have lots of stairs I want to be better so bad...I hate myself right now I can't really stand being like this anymore...I wish I could just take it all away in an instant but that would be just a dream...I don't want to slip I don't want my fears to become a reality and only I can make sure that doesn't happen I have to do this on will alone...I just hope that's enough to make it.

272.2 lb Lost so far: 18.8 lb.    Still to go: 112.2 lb.    Diet followed poorly.