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On the morning of my weigh in with the doctor's office, I was 194.2. I was excited to be down another pound. By the time I got there, I was only down 1/2 a pound and no change in measurement. So disappointed. The above is this morning's weigh-in, so not a lot is happening in the weight loss dept. Feeling pretty crappy about it, too. At least the last time there was little or no change in weight, there was a reduction in size. This is usually the time I get mad and sabotage myself. I won't (especially now that Andre is on board), but I really want to say screw it and eat whatever I want. I've been really anxious this week and having bad dreams: of people dressed in navy blue sweats raging in the streets with intent to harm and no fear of repercussion, of losing my job and being left with nothing... The political climate and tension on television and social media are literally making me sick. My entire body hurts, my skin condition is flaring, and I think I'm PMSing. YAY! Despite all this, I'm going to do my best to have a great week. I have a new musical project in the works, the sun has been shining the past two days, and the kids are on vacation so I'm hoping for productivity at the library. OH! I also discovered faamilysearch.org! It's administrated by the LDS (so you know it's not going anywhere) and it's FREE. I've fallen down the genealogy rabbit hole! I have confirmed Christopher Latham Sholes and Laura Ingalls Wilder as relations. So cool! Hope you all have a fantastic week!
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195.0 lb
Lost so far: 32.2 lb.
Still to go: 30.0 lb.
Diet followed reasonably well.
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losing 0.2 lb a week
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