After having baby #4, I have to start all over again. Life is crazy with a 7yr old, soon to be 4 year old, 2.5 year old who is about to start potty training, and a 4 month old who is having development issues. Husband wants one more... I'm just not sure I can do that... I love both God and Josh, kids too of course but our plate is full and I'm so exhausted at the end of the day that I don't even know where to fit in an exercise program for me or how I'm going to finish another book or start my online job that I have to dedicate 5 hours a day to.... I know my weight is a big part of why I'm not as energetic and depressed. We are in the middle of my in laws moving out and finally getting a house to ourselves for the first time in nearly 4 years... I dont even know what that's like anymore.. I know stress is a big issue too, but how am I supposed to fit in time for me when I am so busy keeping everyone else on schedule... guess its going to be interesting.
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185.0 lb
Lost so far: 0 lb.
Still to go: 65.0 lb.
Diet followed reasonably well.
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gaining 0.5 lb a week
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