Skyelaps's Journal, 10 May 2016

I can't do it!): I'm defeated... I was trying so hard to lose weight I a healthy way... And my E.D is really starting to take control again... All I want is to make it to my goal weight.... But the food is becoming my fear once again.... I can't log any food that I haven't eaten... Or maybe I souls log food that I haven't eaten so that way it looks as if I ate the amount of calories... Sounds easier than having to force it to myself... I feel hopeless...

129.0 lb Lost so far: 3.0 lb.    Still to go: 19.0 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.