maxie4's Journal, 06 April 2018

Positive energy that my sons death has created for me:

Good morning everyone,
Im off and running this morning for some appointments but I had been thinking in general even though I have been this weight before just how differently I look and feel with my new plan....
I am all about positive energy and how you draw from it and this mind set has literally changed my daily life.....
Many people throughout my life had stated how happy and kind I was..well, in fact it was my positive outlook on life that projects this...and yes I too have days when if it begins to spiral down if I dont catch it and turn it around into something positive...then I will draw negative energy to myself...at that point the day isnt very pleasant one for me...and I despise that so I try to remain positive...always.....
I love the feeling of being elated with happiness so I try to find the positive side to everything...its my addiciton;)
One of the most difficult times I had to turn my negative energies into positive energies was when my 24 year old son was killed in a car accident.... My son John was not only my son he was my best friend too in life...
Theres a lady that I work with in nursing who a month later after my loss had lost her 18 yr old son in an accident too and I feel because she hasnt turned this life changing experience into a positive experience she still suffers tremendously...its very sad to see and its been 10 years now...
But now after my loss of my son and with my positive mind set I find beauty in everything now and my eyes are open to life and the meaning of life... and
the experience of what it holds for me now...
where before my sons death I wasnt aware of this wonderful, peaceful, and appreciated feeling I have in my soul as I now have been rewarded through his loss.
If you are having a difficult day then by all means turn it around and find the beauty in it...
for you never know if this day may be your last special day to enjoy... so celebrate it always like it may just be the last....
then enjoy the just rewards you so deserve..
Live this life so fully... that you are blessed with...
My love and hugs to you all everyday..have a wonderful and positive Friday my friends xoxoxo;)

Diet Calendar Entry for 06 April 2018:
1010 kcal Fat: 71.27g | Prot: 74.58g | Carb: 17.86g.   Breakfast: Great Value Half & Half, Coffee (Brewed From Grounds), Sweet Leaf Liquid Stevia. Lunch: Amp Energy Sugar Free Amp Energy Drink, Kroger Hard Salami. Dinner: Cooked Green Cabbage (Fat Added in Cooking), Thin 'N Trim Cooked Ham, Coffee, Great Value Half & Half. Snacks/Other: Ham (Whole, Cured, Roasted), Cooked Green Cabbage (Fat Added in Cooking). more...

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adameve...all I can say to you is your energy radiates such positive energy too,that being said I feel for you and your wife and I know what Ive read about you both the love you have for each other will get you through...we all now are connected... 
06 Apr 18 by member: maxie4
farmerjeannie that was my intent to say even when its really rough you can find something positive in that time and feel rewarded from the experience;) 
06 Apr 18 by member: maxie4
Mike you are so correct and many here can learn through you and do with your wisdom..I know I do...you are one Im honored to have as a dear friend of mine...and although we cut up tons you mean the world to me my friend;) 
06 Apr 18 by member: maxie4
deesplayname sweetie I am positive because I am blessed and also I have a person like you to generate such warm compassion..thank you sweetie have a great weekend my friend;) 
06 Apr 18 by member: maxie4
frankieblueeyes thank you sweetie you are very dear to me too xoxoxo;) 
06 Apr 18 by member: maxie4
chesgreen you are not only a dear friend of mine but you are a highly intellgent man too...great wisdom you project my friend have a good weekend;) 
06 Apr 18 by member: maxie4
thanks for sharing this - you are a great example of positivity, as well as commitment and hard work.  
06 Apr 18 by member: tahoebrun
And even at the end of the day you have still more positive energy to pass around for all to enjoy! :) You are a treasure - thank you for being yourself!! 
06 Apr 18 by member: FarmerJeannine
fatsecrettjk7...thank you and f course Im going to remain positive from the moment i found out he was gone I had dropped to my knees to pray and it has truely helped...thank you and have a great weekend;) 
06 Apr 18 by member: maxie4
Viviance ..very intelligent way to think...thank you and have a great weekend;) 
06 Apr 18 by member: maxie4
Jlente ....exactly the reason I posted this was for everyone to understand even when its bad there is good..thank you;) 
06 Apr 18 by member: maxie4
Mizzmimosa..then we are connected in a way...thank you too for sharing...have a wonderful weekend;) God Bless.... 
06 Apr 18 by member: maxie4
Yes John you are so right..and my John was a very positive and happy person so I know that is his wish for me...thank you my friend;) 
06 Apr 18 by member: maxie4
mickfan1 that sweetie was the true purpose behind the post and thank you for your support my friend....;) 
06 Apr 18 by member: maxie4
vee2310..then we are connected my friend and I send my love and hugs to you;) 
06 Apr 18 by member: maxie4
my dear bizzybee I do.... and I will buzz around in a positive mode with you my dear friend... thank you sweetie;) 
06 Apr 18 by member: maxie4
Momma sweetie most dont know of the loss and with such sensitive hearts here its one you only want to share to create a positive result...we all should try to keep a happiness in our hearts for this is your life..you are my heart my sweet friend an I just love how inspirational over the months you have become...xoxoxo love and hugs to you sweetheart;) 
06 Apr 18 by member: maxie4
cherik sweetie..its hard no matter when you lose a child and you and I are now even more connected...you are an inspiration my friend and Im honored to have you as a friend;) 
06 Apr 18 by member: maxie4
marshakanady..wow a very touching story ..it made me cry as I has read it my love... I feel your pain and now I will have a connected sisterhood with you always...thank you for sharing your story... its a beautiful one xoxoxo;) 
06 Apr 18 by member: maxie4
teskander sweetie you are an intelligent lady and one Im so proud to have as a friend..have a great weekend sweetheart ;) 
06 Apr 18 by member: maxie4

     
 

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