Damn I woke up this morning thinking it was Sunday... That's how sad my life is at the moment. I know I won't always feel down in the dumps. I realized what today was/is.. someone I care for deeply died on this date. I still can't help but have all this gulit inside of me. I can only hope he knows. Idk, I know they say you have to let go of the past to go on with the present and future. How?? How do you do that when everywhere there is constant reminders??
Well, I need to change the subject. I am trying to get in a better mood!! I noticed that most of my posts are sad or me complaining about something..UGH!! lol.. Okay I am going to try to be more positive.
I have had this mad craving for pizza,candy and a big ass coke!! Lol if only I could feel stronger and more motivated today. I havent even kept up with my food log.. ooops!!
Right now I am just chillin with my pups.. :) Have a great day all!!
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