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Been super sad today. No matter how old they are, my children mean the world to me. When they hurt, when they make poor choices, I can't kiss it and make it better anymore. All I can do is pray for them, be supportive, listen, and encourage them through the crisis. But when I am alone, when they cannot see or hear, I break down and cry. I just cry. I want so much for them, but I cannot tell them what to do. I cannot force them, I can only love them. And I do. Unconditionally. Doesn't mean they do not have to face the consequences of their actions. If I could take their pain for them, I would gladly do it. But it's their journey. So, I share with my closest friends, and I write a journal entry. Writing is my salvation. And prayer. Meditation and prayer. Thank you all for reading my entries, and sharing your experience, strength and hope. It means a lot, and it keeps me moving forward. Peace and Blessings...
Diet Calendar Entry for 19 July 2017:
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1294 kcal
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Fat: 66.44g | Prot: 107.59g | Carb: 76.64g.
Breakfast: Kroger Honeydew Melon, Watermelon, Bacon, Kraft Natural Shredded Mild Cheddar Cheese, Egg Omelet or Scrambled Egg, Egg Omelet or Scrambled Egg. Lunch: Coffee-Mate Sugar Free Italian Sweet Creme Coffee Creamer, Coffee-Mate Sugar Free Italian Sweet Creme Coffee Creamer, Swiss Miss Sugar Free Hot Chocolate, Coffee (Brewed From Grounds), Coffee (Brewed From Grounds), Tyson Foods Grilled & Ready Diced Chicken Breast. Dinner: Southern Home Shredded Mild Cheddar Natural Cheese, Cooked Broccoli (from Frozen, Fat Not Added in Cooking), Beef Steak, Beef Steak. Snacks/Other: thinkThin Dark Chocolate High Protein Bar. more...
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