I am so over it. Trenton has a football game today and I am dreading it, because I will have to walk so far. I need to pull my shit together and get on with my life. I need to lose 227 lbs. That is as much as a whole big man. I don't know how I have let myself get this big. Especially after having heart surgery last January. I need to get ready for my twenty year reunion which is in 11 months. Even if I lose 100lbs by then I will still be way too fat. :(
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