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I have a graduation to attend this morning and I am still undecided on whether or not to attend. I am toying with the idea of a long deserved rest and believe me I am much more compelled to jump in the sac than to be surrounded by a hundred people. I am a socially anxious person and though I am able to control my anxiety attacks (sometimes) I am always morbidly terrified of the possibility of going hysteric in a public place. I don't want to let my cousin down, she is a kind , sweet hearted little girl with very few support and a victim of messed up parenting.
I am going to go to that graduation. Please pray that my anxiety does not overwhelm me and embarrass me.
Thank you all, may God go with you on your individual journeys
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