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I think I'm going to skip out on weighing in this week. I know I gained and it's only going to discourage me. I'm on about week three since I started eating healthy again, and i did poorly last week. The weekend culminated in pizza on saturday since our power was out for over five hours due to a storm, and then a big steak and potatoes dinner yesterday at my grandparents' for father's day. don't get me wrong, it was delicious! but after a week of bad eating anyways, i'm pretty sure i've gained.
it's really annoying as well. we're going through money troubles at the moment, and even though my mom is on atkins(which i refuse to do, i get it works for weightloss but it's not a healthy or realistic long-term solution imo, plus i don't trust any diet that doesn't allow you to eat fruit), but she still cooks really unhealthy non-atkins things. she knows i'm trying to lose weight and it honestly feels like sabotage, but i cant do anything about it because we can't afford to not eat what she cooks and let food go to waste. but at this point i'm about to start doing it. i'm tired of it tbh, my dad is the only person in the house currently not trying to be healthy. my boyfriend has offered to help me a bit with money until i finish my certification(which i'm scheduling hopefully tomorrow!) so i can afford stuff on my own like whole wheats and fruits and veggies that ARENT just celery and tomatoes but i'm almost too prideful to take him up on that. ugh. i'll figure something out.
some good news, though, my friend who is looking for a new apartment and a roommate has a potential match with an apartment. there's four of us and we've been looking for ages, so if this pans out we'll finally be able to move around mid-august! it'll be the first time in a long time i've lived out on my own so i'm excited! as well as that, i'll be visiting her soon after i finish getting my cert to job hunt so i'll possibly have a job when i move. i'm really hoping this all goes as planned, but if not i can get a job in the area and save up a bit and then get a place with my boyfriend. either way would be happy with me, but i'd like to get out of my parent's house as soon as possible haha.
it's been a bit of a rough week but i'm ready to get up and try harder!
Diet Calendar Entry for 22 June 2015:
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1107 kcal
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Fat: 59.00g | Prot: 37.40g | Carb: 117.04g.
Breakfast: Clover Honey, 2% Fat Milk, Great Value 100% Whole Wheat Bread, Kroger Creamy Peanut Butter, Bananas. Lunch: Chilaquiles, Tortilla Casserole with Salsa and Cheese. Snacks/Other: Boiled Egg. more...
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