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I seriously have been feeling the fight between my fat self and my inner skinny self this entire time. I don't know why it's so easy to give in to my fat self without a second thought. Self sabotage. It should be my middle name. I spent about 20 mins with my mind made up that I wanted Burger King tonight. WHAT?!?! WHY!?!? It's so stupid! I've only been strictly on this diet for 4 days! If I can't even make it through 4 days without wanting to cheat and actually making my mind up that I'm going to, how am I ever going to lose anything substantial? NO MORE! I AM ACCOUNTABLE, I MAKE THE CHOICES, I AM THE ONLY ONE THIS MATTERS TO. So why would I do this to myself? I need to work on the worth and the love. It's slowly peeking it's head out at me... but we're not quite there yet.
Diet Calendar Entries for 21 February 2011:
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1456 kcal
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Fat: 24.52g | Prot: 121.67g | Carb: 203.24g.
Breakfast: peach non-fat yogurt chobani, asian pear, protein meal bar special. Lunch: string cheese weight watchers, lean cuisine baja. Dinner: lean cuisine baked chicken. Snacks/Other: sugar free apricot preserves , great value fat free cottage cheese. more...
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4326 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Resting - 13 hours, Housework - 4 hours, Sleeping - 7 hours. more...
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