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It's time to re-focus. Since December 19 life has sucked. My car meant almost everything to me, it was my last piece of what I had worked so hard for over the 7 years I worked for the government an military. But I have to remember, I have two BEAUTIFUL children, and my life is completely about them now. And I need to give 100% to them instead of thinking about what I USED to do. In that I am giving up old habits; Starbucks (or two or three) a day, cookies or brownies always on hand, grabbing a meal because it's quick and easy... I'm done with that.
Even though I've been off track for about 2 months, I haven't gained back everything I lost, which makes me think I've really learned from being on fatsceret. But gaining anything is unacceptable in my book. I've been through a lot medically since the car accident. We think I hit my head and that I have post-concussion syndrome. Which SUCKS because I have daily headaches, I live in a cloud, and I can't focus on anything. It's almost like having ADD at times and I HATE that. I'm always a decisive person and I haven't been able to make simple choices. It's just not fun. I also saw my other doctor yesterday and now I'm going to have to go through blood work and if things don't look perfect I may have to have a biopsy. :( But none of this is an excuse to be slacking like I have. So now that all the craziness of in-laws, my son's first birthday, and going out of town is pretty much taken care of, I'm re-focusing on myself and my life and I'm going to get back to the healthy lifestyle I loved living and I'm going to lose the weight!
Diet Calendar Entry for 18 February 2011:
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1342 kcal
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Fat: 54.70g | Prot: 49.49g | Carb: 170.44g.
Breakfast: Chocolate Syrup, Market Pantry 2% Reduced Fat Milk, Large Eighteen Grade A Eggs, Soft & Smooth Whole Grain White Bread. Lunch: McChicken Sandwich. Snacks/Other: Dark Chocolate Peppermints, Diet Dr. Pepper, Market Pantry 2% Reduced Fat Milk, nemo chocolate. more...
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