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Waking up to my sister giving me this "carrying" speech that just turned my stomach the wrong way. She does not realize how lucky she is and how really easy she has it. When things get bad she runs off to Dennis for help. She throws out this "holier than thou" attitude on me and that makes me feel so bad about myself. I am never good enough for anyone. My family, husbands and even some friends. It is so difficult to try to be the happy person when your mentally bearly hanging in here. I am doing the best I can. I just wish my family would understand that and realize that I might have some issues and am working to resolve those issues.
I hate a good breakfast of cereal, blue berries, turkey bacon and milk/coffee. I applied for a job this morning.
Diet Calendar Entries for 17 January 2011:
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2369 kcal
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Fat: 81.47g | Prot: 67.04g | Carb: 180.15g.
Breakfast: great value turkey bacon, milk, coffee, blue berries, Cheerios. Lunch: red robin nch bleu burger/steakfries/Bluecheese dressing/baffalo sauce. more...
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6128 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
dressing/ - 15 minutes, eating - 2 hours and 45 minutes, Desk Work - 12 hours and 30 minutes, Driving - 30 minutes, standing - 30 minutes, Sleeping - 6 hours, Resting - 1 hour, shopping non grocery - 15 minutes, food prep - 15 minutes. more...
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