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ooooooook......
Back at it.
so this is my deal I made a news year resolution to myself to lose the weight...blah...blah..blah...you know what happend. I slacked off, lost focus, stressed...i was on the FATSMASH Program. which works well if you have alot discipline. I lost 4 pds. and was very excited, but what i have realized and come to terms with ...is that every diet isn't for everyone. i mean it may sound really simple, like "duh" but i feel like a loser if i dont finish what i have started.
So my life is great, with the exception of my weight which i notice is playing a big role in my life. i won't go out with certain h.s. friends for the fear of them seeing how much weight i have gained, and just being socialite. i wasn't heavy all my life. when i was a child i was chubby...ok.ok. i was fat. everyone said it was baby weight it would come off. and it did, when i was in my prime((h.S.)) i was 5'6 140. perfect weight for me. then i started a serouis relationship, became comfortabdle, started cooking everyday, started raising his kids with him, lost focus of me, had a baby, gained more weight ( i didnt take it off after the baby) well my baby is now 3. and I am still fat. yes i have come to terms with the reality that i am fat. i am not thick, no, no, or chubby. there is a diffrence.
so long story short. I am now a single mother raising my ex boyfriends 2 kids, and our 3yr son together. ((this is a awhole other story) I am at peace with my life ((although stressed from the kids , at times)) but that's it. there is no arguing , no issuses, jsut me and my babies......happy:)
so now it's time i face this problem i am having.....and it's not like this is a big problem....it's just i am procrastinating. and i am only getting older.
so are there any other moms (single or not)) on here that are juggling what i am...i could really use soem tips about dinner time, being that there isn't a whole lot of time to make 2diff. dinners. snacking.?
****sigh****
that was a vent, i feel much better now:)
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