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Its been difficult. I am 128 pounds and have been for awhile but I have trouble really sticking to anything long term. I really just want to be so skinny that anyone can see through me. Like I was invisible. I want to be invisible. I feel so ugly and fat. The only thing I can think of to change that is to diet. Yet I know that being thinner will only make me want to lose more. And it is there that I am caught. So I shall start another diet tomorrow and go five days before weighing in. Lord knows where this will take me but so be it. 126 pounds here I come.
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