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MY husband and I have made an agreement: No soda until Halloween. We had one cheat day two weeks ago, and since then, I've been doing really well. Trying to slowly transition to water, since I am really not a water drinker. He doesn't get my I don't like water, and I don't really have an explanation. We started with Gatorade... which is about as much calories as a soda, but to be fair, it was on sale, so I got a weeks worth. Now, I'm drinking tea (which he hates) and he's on milk and water. I'm going to have tea everyday, just because I really love it, but instead of Arizona Sweet Tea, I'm going to start brewing my own, and sweetening it slightly. Though, I'll have more water than tea, just because it's better for me.
Now enough of that drivel...
I'm trying to find the motivation to work out, and instead I've been far to interested in Elder Scrolls Online. I'm currently addicted (so if any of you play, feel free to contact me, because I love grouping up). Since I quit my job a couple weeks ago, I haven't really devoted my time to searching for another job, either. The first week was spent cleaning up the house, trying to get it looking nice. This week I haven't done anything but the dishes. I feel bad.
Unfortunately, my lack of motivation is also affecting my general care. I still only eat once a day, and I don't have the excuse of my job, now. So, I need to break that habit.
What's most disappointing is that now that I have the time to write, I still am not. And despite all the online video games, I'm being very anti-social. I get mini panic attacks just thinking about calling or emailing my friends, or even going outside. I don't think it's depression, because I don't really feel unhappy, so I'm not sure how to go about to change that.
Suggestions?
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190.0 lb
Lost so far: 0 lb.
Still to go: 50.0 lb.
Diet followed reasonably well.
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losing 4.4 lb a week
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