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Been up and down with lots of downs. Quarantine has made me realize that I live in a food desert anyway so anything healthy - I have to cook it/make it myself. Lack of dishwasher doesn't promote me in anyway. Been extremely stressed (to the point I have suffered in sleep and such) because we are buying a house :D Closing will be before May 15 so we literally have 1 month. We were fortunate to not lose our jobs or take a pay cut throughout all this but I'm working from home while he's going in and working partial weeks. It's hard.
I can make excuses all I want but the reality is these excuses are still valid. I'm tired of them being discredited by people who literally have no room to talk. My family has been stressing me out too because it's their place we live in and they haven't been staying home and keep coming up here. Our internet is terrible (don't ever get Viasat) and the only place I actually have room to work out is outside (my fair complexion and lacking extra money to purchase sunscreen [on top of having to go out to get it because delivery isn't an option for my area really] means that it's a ball of nope). My BC is making me even more stressed because it doesn't want to stay on sometimes (WHICH IS A VERY VALID REASON TO WORRY) - but my family discredits it all. Discredits the effort in caring for the place we live at with the BS they say "you'll take care of it different when it's your place" (Only partial true because I won't consult someone with literally every decision I make and I'll just do it).
So when I'm not combing over paperwork to do with the house, I'm actually working, lacking motivation, exhausted from my poor sleep, and the like. That February 5th weigh in wasn't accurate anyway - I had literally just finished having the flu.
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163.0 lb
Lost so far: 11.0 lb.
Still to go: 13.0 lb.
Diet followed poorly.
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gaining 0.9 lb a week
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