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Earlier when I stated that I am not back.. I lied to ya.. sorry.. where am I at. I have gained bout 10 lbs.. not good I know..
been under a lot of pressures lately-- and be honest with you I have given up! Been sued by the hospital-- and former landlord (over half of my paycheck is going to them).. my relationship with my youngest son (who is 22 and thinks he knows everything) sucks.. been promoted to a different store... when I was first approached by the Corporate I was told that I was being promoted to the anchor store as an assit. manager-- but the manager of the store had other ideas.. did not not get that promotion but got second assit., less pay, no bonuses (at first it was suppose to be a contest between the lady who was the second assist. and myself.. which was a lie.. I was told that I lost when the manager was introducing a new employee to everyone..and the manager introduced me as the second assistant.. yeah it really deflated me.. thinking that I really had a shot.. when I really did not..
So even in good news, I have felt that I am a looser.. (that is basically what my younger son told me) and been battling depression big time... and I have felt the heck with it.. comfort food is what i need.. heck, even things that I have felt good about- was taken away from me.. (photography-- my camera broke..).. it has not been very good few months for me.. sorry folks that is why i have not been around lately...
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