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Just an update.. My ex-mother-in-law did have a massive stroke, and is very lucky to be alive. Time will tell now exactly how well she will recover from it. I am grateful that she obviously had her guardian angels with her that early morning.
As for me I am feeling slightly better myself. I did eat yesterday but it was crap food, and honestly where will that get me when I truly sit abck and think about it. I know what will end up happening, I'll regain my weight and be depressed and miserable and feel like I failed myself yet again. Well I am not allowing myslef to go there. I can have a messed up brain, that easier to hide then a distorted body. Yes I need to seperate the two, sounds strange but fact is oftern stranger then fiction.
So although my head is not completely into the whole entire thing, I will control what I can for now and go with that.
** I would like to thanks all my buddies for there kind words yesterday it truly meant a lot, I am grateful and fortunate to have you all ***
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