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So I haven't been working out lately. I have been sleeping about 13 hours a day. I just can't seem to get enough sleep. It might be stress, because I am currently waiting to see if I am pregnant. I could take a test today, because it says that it's able to detect up to 6 days before my period. But there's a chance I won't be able to find out until a week AFTER my missed period. I am super nervous. I bought 3 tests, one to take today, one to take next tuesday, and one to take the tuesday after that. But I can't seem to get myself to take the one today. I'm not sure if it's because I'm scared it'll say positive, or because I don't want it to say negative.... I'm a ball of emotions, and all my girl friends states away and busy with work and college. All I have is my husband, and he's tired of the baby talk. He doesn't want to talk about it anymore because he doesn't want kids yet, and he's pretty much bored with me repeating cute baby names. LOL. Here is the only place I can express my feelings, because I don't want people knowing I would be delighted for a little miracle to come my way. Especially my mother. She would make me move back home ASAP (back to Washington, and I'm in Tennessee!)
Blah. Like I said, stressful.
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