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I have 1 year to demonstrate others and myself that I´m not a loser and that I can comply all the things I am commited to do. God I hate to be fat, there is no excuse for being in this condition. I just can´t believe I let my self get to this weight. One friend told me today so many things about my weight that I didn't realize before that now I'm feeling so depressed I can barely work, she was not mean or anything, she just gave me advices that never ever no one has ever told me, so now I know that I´m in such state that people need to give me advices for me to understand that where I´m going is no other place different than a grave if I don't change. I hate feeling this way. I just want to be normal and want to be able to carry on a normal life like everyone else... God please help me...I know I can is just that I need some help...
Diet Calendar Entry for 14 September 2011:
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1141 kcal
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Fat: 70.65g | Prot: 91.09g | Carb: 30.79g.
Breakfast: water, milk, ham. Lunch: water, pork fat, chicken breast, chorizo, onion, lettuce, cucumber. Dinner: milk. Snacks/Other: ham. more...
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