girlygirlatheart's Journal, 13 April 2009

Its Monday

Ugghh... I was not home friday, or saturday at all! My weekend was ridiculous!!!!! RE-DICK-YOU-LUS, I tell you.
I lost track of everything I ate, and now I dont even remember.
I know there was a lot of crap in there. Damn it.

I had to eat fast food chinese because it was the only thing available. Junk food was all around me, and normally it would not have been a problem to decline it. But I just didnt care and I pigged out the whole weekend. I cant believe I let thursday night derail me. I totally bombed it :[
The ironic thing is, I did perfect at dinner at Red Lobster! I even ate dessert, but only ate until I was satisfied, leaving half of the chocolate chip lava cookie that I ordered. (So worth it, because I actually enjoyed it by not over eating!)
But when I got home at 2 am I was hungry again, and didnt want to go to bed until I got something I had been craving all day- trail mix.
That derailed me!

Uggghhhhh! Then I ate perfectly fine all of friday, until dinner, when I had to eat shitty chinese food. (normally I like chinese food, but not this kind). On satuday I did fine, as well, until yet again the evening, when my brother insisted that I try some easter candy, some of the brownies he got, and some chunky monkey B&J ice cream. I couldnt say no to the chunky monkey. Gaaawwwdddd!

On a positive note, Easter dinner wasnt all that bad because we didnt have all the trimmings like a normal easter because my mom was unable to have them.
So no deviled eggs, potato salad, ham, green bean casserole, etc.
We had chicken. Haha It was honestly just like a normal dinner.

Food aside, between running my usual errands, I have been to the doctor's/urgent care/hospital about 5 times in four days because someone in my family has been sick/injured at least once this weekend. My dad's back went out and I had to take him to the doctors friday. I was only home for ten minutes on Friday afternoon before my youngest brother dropped and broke a plate on his foot and we had to take him in to see if it was broken. My dad came along and caught bronchitis while there. My other brother has the flu, so on saturday I took him into an urgent care. Oh, my middle brother didnt go to the doctors but he came along anyways on saturday so I could take him out to walmart. And my mom has been her usual self.


So today I began to eat normal again. I feel very lethargic from all the grossness I have put into my body over the past four days.
I am going to feel better tomorrow, and hopefully find some time to work out. I hope so, because I really want to feel better.

Diet Calendar Entries for 13 April 2009:
1739 kcal Fat: 23.27g | Prot: 84.72g | Carb: 311.47g.   Breakfast: pineapple, banana bread oatmeal. Lunch: asian noodles, banana. Dinner: Honey, fruit 'n' nuts, cheese fantastico, spinach, jennie-o turkey ham. Snacks/Other: better'n butter, whole wheat bagel, naked juice green machine, double fiber english muffin, apple, knudsen cottage cheese, honey dew melon, grapes. more...
1967 kcal Activities & Exercise: Standing - 30 minutes, Shopping - 30 minutes, Driving - 30 minutes, Desk Work - 2 hours, Resting - 12 hours and 30 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...

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Comments 
Holey Moley Girly!!!! You've had quite an adventure these past few days. Don't let it get you down!! Each day is just a day and it doesn't erase all the progress you've made. Have you ever read the book "Alexander and the Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day"? Your days sounded just like poor Alexander!!! Hang in there kiddo!!! 
13 Apr 09 by member: madaboutmoose
LOL I read that book to my class a couple of weeks ago...I seriously feel like Alexander today. We all have those days...the only place to go from a set back is a come back. You can do it. 
13 Apr 09 by member: Howitzerwife
Sounds like the derailing was started by hunger but finished by emotional stuff. You will be OK though. It was not a lifetime event only a few days and totally understandable! Glad you are back on track and I am sure you will feel better in the next day or so. 
14 Apr 09 by member: dawn0001
Well, considering the hectic weekend you've had, I'm not surprised you weren't able to eat properly... It's really hard when you're stressed out and running around like crazy. So, chin up, things will get better! I didn't follow my diet this weekend either, so you're not alone. . .  
14 Apr 09 by member: QuirkyNat

     
 

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