Bandrai's Journal, 02 May 2021

The goal was to get into the 160s by May. Now, its 1 May and I got there, so perhaps the new goal is get into the 150s??? I was truly disappointed that having been super locked down, I managed to put on sooo much weight. And I met my bae the other day and I know he was confused, he has never seen me this heavy. I guess I will know how much he cares, if he sticks with me whilst I try to get back on form. I'm still in disbelief myself, I guess being home with Mum's cooking and out of routine, and just the stress of the entire situation did not help me. But I am determined to get back on track, and make no excuses. I'll give myself the two weeks from now to get down into the 150s if not, drastic measures may be required. Love and peace to you all on your journey :)

Diet Calendar Entries for 02 May 2021:
602 kcal Fat: 3.80g | Prot: 0.28g | Carb: 15.69g.   Breakfast: Devon Cream Company English Double Cream, Coffee. Snacks/Other: Smirnoff Vodka, Carbonated Water Unsweetened, FitVine Cabernet Sauvignon. more...
2876 kcal Activities & Exercise: Housework - 1 hour, Standing - 1 hour, Walking (brisk) - 4/mph - 3 hours, Resting - 11 hours, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...

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be kind to yourself you are doing a good job and if he bases you on your body he's probably not the guy for you good luck 
02 May 21 by member: ridemariel
Thank you I realise you are entirely right. I love myself enough to know, that this will not matter if he is the right one. And funnily it used to be him who was insecure about his dad bod, and I always reassured him that that didn't matter to me if he was carrying extra pounds! Now, he has gone on a complete health kick and looks fantastic - and I'm the one with work to do. I'm just sorry I let things get on top of me and caved to comforts. Hopefully the optimism for the future, can keep me going :) 
03 May 21 by member: Bandrai

     
 

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