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ok so this thursday will be 2 weeks that i have not smoked. and i almost dont know which is worse. smoking and not eating as much or not smoking and eating everything. i have gained almost 10 pounds in that time. unless my scale is wrong. i have no self control. its almost like theres something wrong with me. i also take photo sets of me for various reasons and i hate to think about doing them because i feel that i look awefull. these are the reasone i have not weighed in or anything. i dont know where to start. i cant always get out and walk or do whatever, and i cook all the meals and do the grocery shopping. i just feel horrible and almost to the point that i dont want my husband seeing me naked anymore
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