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where to begin. I have had an eating disorder for 17 years. My weight has been up and down anywhere from 200 to 135. My husband is in the service and has been deployed 5 times to Iraq and we have 4 kids together. The first time he went away I went from a size 12 to 4 in six months. Of course I gained it back. A few times later my weight went from 178 to 148 then I got stuck :( after that I finally got down to my ideal weight 135 :) I became a fitness instructor just to end up 6 months later having 3 back surgeries and gaining it all back. Now I don't know what to do without freaking out about how long it's gonna take to lose it all again.
For the first time I am not using laxatives!!
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