So I have been away for almost three months and I have gained 11lbs. I can not believe this crap. I am so mad at myself. It seems like I just can't stop eating. I feel so bad. I bought some new clothes and I thought I was buying a size too big (22) and I barely can fit into those. This is ridiculous. Why can't I stop eating bad food. I have been under a ton of stress and all I have done is eat and drink. This behavior has to stop. I can't do this on my own. I really need some help. Ugggghhhhhhh! I just want to scream.
|