Moonwisp's Journal, 15 September 2010

Im sure busy with school being in session and then having this weird relationship on top of it. Im enjoying myself though and that's what matters I think. Me and him had a pretty good talk today about where we are in this weird relationship of ours. Basically he isn't ready to commit to anything and he really wasn't sure why he felt that way, but we sorta figured it out. He's young, 23 and in college and just looking to have a good time, not get into anything serious. Now me, Im 26 almost 27 and although I would really like something that is more than likely going to last a long time, Im okay with something that is sorta committed, like a boyfriend. I don't think he is even looking to being that, but he also has no intention on cuddling, kiss, or going out with anyone but me at the moment and that even includes online stuff. So, hes sorta my boyfriend, at least in my eyes. Im defiantly not into sharing so he knows that and I hope he'll let me know if something changes because then that will change our relationship in that I wont want to kiss him or do all those loving things anymore. It would feel like he was cheating on me and I defiantly don't want to get into any cat fights with other girls, or share. Oh well, enough of the love life junk. My diet is...well ugh I have been busy like I said, so I haven't been keeping track of what Im eating or my exercise. I haven't been exercising as much either, but then again I am walking more, as I have to walk around campus so maybe it evens out? I don't feel to fantastic today, feel sick to my stomach after I ate breakfast this morning and almost threw up on my drive to school. I had to pull over for awhile before the sensation passed. Then when I ate lunch, I felt sick again. So Im thinking I have a little stomach bug of some kind. Light dinner for me!

Diet Calendar Entry for 15 September 2010:
1150 kcal Fat: 34.44g | Prot: 27.44g | Carb: 190.35g.   Breakfast: southern style biscuits. Lunch: taco bell medium baja blast, taco bell seven layer burrito. more...

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I have a non-boyfriend - boyfriend myself and have for just over a year, however my situation is a bit different as neither one of us are sure what exactly we want in a relationship (I'm almost 28 and hes almost 32) so I get where you are coming from with the "messed up love life" but just know it can work if your ok with it being the way it is, if your not OK with being Friends with Benifits (which is really what you are) than you need to re-think your relationship. I am also in school and I work about 22 hours a week and I have a 5 year old so I have a busy schedule as well, what helps me stay on track is planning my day the night before. I will pack my breakfast and lunch before I go to bed so that in the morning I can grab and go with out even thinking about what I am going to eat, as for the exercise literally schedule the time in, on the days I have to walk the entire campus I don't usually work out as hard but I still try to do 30 mins of strength and toning. I also find getting on a treadmill with my text books helps, as it keeps my mind off the fact that I am on the treadmill and I actually read the texts with out falling asleep on them.  
15 Sep 10 by member: pixidaisy

     
 

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