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I am finding myself running around between helping a friend set-up a new booth at an antique mall and I am trying to decide find a job that fits me.
I have not taken the time to sit down and plan out some meals. Easter snuck up on me and I wasn't ready.
Yesterday I did not really get to start my Atkins induction phase plus I have been eating food with since Sunday gluten so my joints and muscles are burning and aching.
The stress of trying to find a job before my unemployment benefits run out in early May is causing pain from the back of my neck down to my toe joints. I need to haul my assets to the community center and take a water aerobics class for some pain relief. I think I can squeeze this in tomorrow morning. I love working out with my fancy senior ladies in the morning. They are all so lovely and friendly plus I love to hear them gossip about their friends....makes me giggle on the inside. They probably talk about me too but who cares!
For a late dinner last night I ate some whole grain Wasa crackers with mayo, tureky ham and American cheese but today I am paying the price for convenience rather than making some eggs last night. Planning is so key for my program to work.
I have to leave for another job interview in about 15 minutes so I am going to grab some string cheese and a small bag of almonds as I run out the door. I am excited about the job interview because this is a chance for me to finally get out of a healthcare analyst role and work with my hands. I would be working six hours a day with physically challenged adults working on art projects in an art studio. I know that I would flourish in this kind of work environment.
I am turning 46 on this Thursday and I am sooooo tired of being fat, being in the wrong job and being in pain. I know what I need to do and how to do it but I must follow through on the changes that I want to implement. I will have to start asking myself on a daily if not hourly basis, "How bad do you really want the change, Ene?" I am worth it. I just need to remember this!
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