ok, so i'm back to ground zero.
I don't know what happened... i actually do but i don't want to talk about it.
I am now more determined to lose weight than ever. I am of officially starting the fat smash diet thsi second. and if I break the rules I WILL CANCEL MT TRIP.
thats it. I've had enough.
I don't know whats going, seriously ! every time I reach a certain weight, I gain weight but not any more.. i'm going to stick to my diet no matter what this time.
damn, how do u guys do it ? why is it hard to lose weight? when I think about it, it takes more energy to lose weight, think about it... what's harding ? eating or not eating ?
over eating or eating normal portions ... i don't get it.
i'm buying a bicycle tomorrow...
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176.4 lb
Lost so far: 0 lb.
Still to go: 33.1 lb.
Diet followed N/A.
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gaining 1.3 lb a week
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