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25 March 2011

Weigh-in: 370.4 lb lost so far: 0 lb still to go: 205.4 lb Diet followed N/A

23 March 2011

I can't believe I have reached a new max. How have I let myself get this bad? No wonder I hurt and have a hard time breathing. I have always known I was fat but this is bad. When i got over 350 I thought wow 400 is not that far away but that wasn't enough for me to get my shit together. Now I am at 370. No wonder my clothes don't fit anymore.
Today I did the cardioglide twice at a pretty good pace. I did 100 reps in 4 minutes twice. I have to admit I am pretty impressed with that number. I also walked to and from the cafe.
I need to keep telling myself I can do this. I don't want to die. I want to be around to see my kids do everything they want to do. I need to find inspration from everything in my life and all of the people in it. I have said today that Troy's life and death from cancer is an inspiration. He fought so hard for something that was not his fault and i am not trying and it is my fault. RIP Troy and keep helping me. I focus alot on how old my mom and grandma were when they died and how I think that will be me also. I need to let go of that and think about the family members that are living long lives. I CAN do this.

01 October 2010

Weigh-in: 357.6 lb lost so far: 0 lb still to go: 192.6 lb Diet followed N/A
   add comment gaining 1.5 lb a week

29 June 2010

Weigh-in: 337.4 lb lost so far: 7.6 lb still to go: 172.4 lb Diet followed poorly
   (1 comment) gaining 1.4 lb a week

22 June 2010

Your cheating.. you could not possible lose 11lb in 1 day :( shame on you!!
delete 22 Jun 10 by member: gemmacobwebs

Lovely way to start my evening don't you think. I understand that the challenge takes the weight that you are when you sign up and that the 11 pounds I lost is actually for a week and not one day, but not everyone gets this and so I got slammed. I was feeling pretty good about losing some of what I have gained over the past month, and then this. I know I need to get over it but instead I ATE, it's what I do (and cry). Tomorrow will be another day but damn I'm tired of them. I'm tired of all the crap and criticism. I'm tired of always giving up. I can't believe I'm sitting here typing to myself and a bunch of people who I don't really know. Normally I can act tough but for some reason this has hurt me deeply. I DON'T CHEAT. Unless I went in and changed my historical weight (which gives me an inaccurate total) I don't know what else to do. I contacted fs and they thanked me for my question. Guess if they knew how to fix the problem, it wouldn't do it in the first place.
I am not going to give up this time. I know I can do this. I will hope that the challenge works out, after all we're going for weight loss and health not some worthless unknown prize.

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