I am years 30 old and have gone back and forth between fat and obese since I was 18. This birthday has kind of hit me hard, because I never thought I'd be 30 and still like this. I have let my weight and food control my life and I'm just tired of it. I am hoping to start nursing school in a year and for once I'd like not to be the biggest one in my class. Last January 1st I said I would finally change, and here I sit one year later and I'm still the same. A whole year has gone by already, and I could have had lots of weight off. I am tired of wasting my life away and feeling bad about myself. On January 1, 2016, I hope to be able to say I have made big changes in my life, and for once be proud of myself.