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05 August 2010

Well I'm still tired as Hell... but I did actually get some sleep last night... sure it was short... but it was deep, and although I know I dreamed, there are two things I can say for sure... one it wasn't a nightmare, and two I can't remember it.

I got to spend the evening with the boys last night... we watched "Kick Ass" at Mike's house... Shawn and I had already seen it, but the rest of the boys hadn't... it's a very funny movie... very violent movie... Justin was extra sweet when we got home... I probably slept better because I was next to him... he has this incredible ability to bring me up when I'm down... which is kind of dangerous because with that kind of power over my emotions and mood he also has the ability to knock me down... not that he ever does... but still, makes me vulnerable...

One my goals in my quest to reach my ultimate goal of "145" has been to weigh less than Justin... or even better be smaller then him... I'm not convinced that I'm smaller then him yet... maybe the same size as... but I do weigh less then him currently... which is incredibly exciting... I mean it's only by a pound or so... but I've consistantly weighed less then him for about the last week or so... I was worried I wouldn't ever catch up to him... that I'd always be this fat friend next to him... but now I'm his equal... at least in weight... and give me about another 3 months and I'm going to be smaller then him... I really want this... I'm going to have to stop drinking 4 beers in one night if I've going to do this, lol... but I can do this...

I can't say that my mood is all better right now... I'm definitely ready for this week to be over... and maybe after I have a nice weekend with the boys, catch up on a little sleep, and get a good work out in I'll feel like a new person next week. The boys have their show this weekend... so that's definitely something to look forward to... they're so talented.

Well I hope everyone has a nice Thursday :)

04 August 2010

03 August 2010

02 August 2010

Well the weekend was alright... I've kind of been in a mood the last couple of days... this seems to happen to me alot, one minute I feel fine, the next I'm doing everything I can to keep my emotions in check... I just don't know... what I do know is what ever it is it's causing me to have some seriously vivid weird dreams which are in no way helping with my mood... I just spent my entire night battling it out with some seriously creepy demonic flesh eating creatures... I did end up roller blading some with cute guy in the dream... I didn't recognize him but he helped me get away from those creatures...

So on Friday I had originally just planned on doing some chores and going to bed because I had to be up early Saturday to help Tim move... but as I was just finishing my chores up an old friend got in contact with me... a really good old friend... not someone I really expected to ever hear from again... not that anything ever happened to split us apart just life and being busy I guess... he lives over an hour away but he really wanted to catch up Friday night... I offered to meet him half way but he insisted on driving to pick me up... which I actually really appreciated because I do ALOT of driving normally... it certainly makes a girl feel special when a boy drives over an hour to spend a couple of hours talking and catching up... we went to the Denny's by my house and talked for like 3 hours about each others drama... it was a really good time... we definitely have a habbit of breaking contact but this friend has always shown up when things have been at their worse... I really hope we stay in better contact this time around, it would do me some good to have another friend in my life that's not just Justin and Tim, especially one that's known me forever.

Saturday was alright I guess... I helped Tim move for the first half of that day, met his mum and sister... that's always kind of awkward for me... I don't handle meeting people's families very well... I skipped out right after we got everything moved in. I went and cleaned up and then went to Justin's. Him, me, Mike, and Tom all went to this nice mexican restaraunt, had a couple of drinks, and then went to Mike's to watch Austin Powers 2... it was pretty funny... after that Justin and me just went home and went to bed.

On Sunday when we woke up we went shoe shopping for Justin and then afterwards took the dogs to the park to walk around for a little bit... we got some hotdogs for lunch and then had to get back to Justin's place so the boys could have band practice... I was kind of emo right around that time... and it's kind of stuck with me all the way through to today... I left Justin's after they had practice... and went to the gym... I only did 7 miles on the elliptical and burned like 800 calories... I did some weights... but I still feel fat right now... and more so I feel tired... so I feel fat, tired, and emotional... I'm not a happy person to be around right now... hopefully I kick this by tomorrow... I hate feeling this way but I don't always feel like I can help it... I think I need a nap... well I have to start work.

I hope everyone had a great weekend... have a nice Monday!

30 July 2010

Well the site wants me to weigh in and seeing as I've seen "155" 3 different times on my scale in the last week as my low end of fluctuation I'm going to call it solid and be like bam "155" baby!

... and rightfully so... I did a 15 mile work out on that ridiculous elliptical last night and burned a very serious 1,705 calories along with it... you guys have no idea how much I struggled through the last 4 miles and even more so through the last 2... my ass and back were aching so much... when I reached my 11 mile mark I wasn't even sure how I made it that far... I stepped off for a minute and stretched my back a little before hopping on for the last 4... but there was no way I was going to go home without all 15 miles accomplished... and so "Take THAT! You delicious 3 donuts from Tuesday night!" hehe... I couldn't eat three donuts in one night and then not get through a 15 mile work out... I can't ruin all the hard work I've put in... I WON'T ruin all the hard work I've put in... I have to be physically prepared for when Zombies take over the Earth... I refuse to be a victim of Zombieism... I'm not going to be someone's afternoon snack and I'm certainly not going to join them... so I need to make sure I'm strong enough to either run really fast or cut them with my sword...

On a different note, works been crazy lately... so so busy, hence no journals for the last two days... I had my big interview on Wednesday... I'm up against alot of people for very few positions being open at my job... although they're pretty freakin stupid if they don't hire me... I've already been doing this stupid job for over a year... I'd say it's pretty clear I know how to do it... I'm a Temp Agent though so I get less pay, no benefits, and no holiday pay... I could really really use those things, so keep your fingers crossed for me... I probably won't hear the results for a couple of weeks here... they have to leave me in suspence.

So something I haven't been wanting to admit to myself but that is still true either way is I feel so much better the day after I work out... sure working out sucks ass... it annoys me, tires me out, makes me snappy... but damn do I feel great the next morning when I step on scale or slip on my awesome jeans... I mean I'm tired as Hell today... but I feel good knowing I met my goals for my work out last night...

As for this weekend... my movie buddy Tim is moving to a different apartment in his complex tomorrow so I will be going over to help and then probably head over to Justin's afterwards to hang out... the boys have band practice on Sunday and so while they practice I'm going to start a new band flyer for their next show coming up at the beggining of September... Tonight I unfortunately have a shit load of chores to get done... but if I get them done quickly I might take advantage of the extra time and try to hit the gym again for a half work out... we'll just have to wait and see what time allows.

I hope everyone has a great weekend!
Weigh-in: 155.0 lb lost so far: 19.0 lb still to go: 10.0 lb Diet followed reasonably well
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