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I hate days like today I can only see how far I have to go instead of how far I have came. I have lost 56 pounds yet today I only want to cry about the 18 I have left. I mean that's a third of what I have already done. So why is it bothering me so bad? I just want it the American way. Right Now!!! I can't even guilt myself because the only reason I ended up this big was from having five kids. Which is maybe why it makes me so upset. Like it isn't fair. I dunno. Tomorrow is a new day and as optimistic as i am today will just be a memory.Just 18 more pounds until I get that tattoo that I have wanted for so many years. Just 18 more until I will feel the joy of success. No more dreading swimming suits or clothing sizes. I will do it! I have set my goal for Valentines Day. Here I come 115!
Diet Calendar Entries for 10 December 2012:
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973 kcal
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Fat: 42.26g | Prot: 83.35g | Carb: 77.54g.
Breakfast: Turkey Bacon, Red Potatoes, Egg, Egg White. Lunch: Whey Protein - Chocolate, Simply Jif Creamy Peanut Butter, Special Dark Cocoa, Water, 2% Fat Milk. Dinner: Ground Turkey (Cooked), All Natural Crushed Tomatoes, Tomato Sauce (Canned), Cooked Spaghetti Squash. Snacks/Other: Red Bell Pepper, Cucumber (Peeled), Red Onions, Ranch Dry Dips Mix, Hiland 2% Cottage Cheese. more...
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2335 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Weight Training (moderate) - 30 minutes, Calisthenics (heavy, e.g. pushups) - 18 minutes, Housework - 2 hours, Resting - 4 hours and 50 minutes, Sleeping - 7 hours and 22 minutes, Sitting - 5 hours, Standing - 4 hours. more...
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We all have these days. Don't be so hard on yourself. You have come so far and you'll only continue to go much further. I'm sure you will reach your goal weight much sooner than you think. Keep your head up, you are doing amazing. And that tattoo is something to look forward to as well! :D
10 Dec 12 by member: gabbygabby
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56 lbs is amazing progress!! And I'm sure it didn't happen overnight. You just have to stay focused and understand that these last couple of lbs are going to be the hardest to lose, but they WILL come off.
11 Dec 12 by member: The Blue Box
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