Divided By Zero's Journal, 06 January 2010

Oh... dear.

On a scale of 1 to Awesome, my diet is at a "Negative FAIL". Which now that I think about it might be a good thing. Moving on.

I have been a lazy SOB (sorry, mom) lately. I haven't worked out or ate right for at least 3 weeks. I'm trying to come back to my senses, but... well... (insert lame excuses here).

I had Christmas, then my birthday, then New Year, and a vacation all in a row. I may have eaten one too many cakes... or seventeen. Speaking of vacation, it takes 20 hours to get to Savannah, but only 18 to get back. I may have accidentally driven through a black hole at some point. We took my car, and since my girlfriend can't drive stick shift I had permanent driving duty. We (and by 'we' I mean 'I')drove straight through, and I was so jacked on Red Bull that I thought I was going to have a heart attack. Good times.

In other news, (SPOILER ALERT) I am no longer a vegetarian. Weird, huh? It's a decision I have been contemplating for a long time, and finally made the switch on Christmas. I was vegetarian for about 2 and a half years. I may switch back, but for now I am a semi-carnivorous bastard. Excuse my flip-floppy-ness.


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I was too poor to buy my family Christmas presents... so I drew them instead.




All are charcoal on 18x24 paper.
191.0 lb Lost so far: 74.0 lb.    Still to go: 6.0 lb.    Diet followed poorly.
gaining 1.4 lb a week

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I think a lot of us have been off the wagon. You make me feel better about it. Hahaha. Hope you had a good time on your vacation, even if you got stuck driving the whole time. You can reel it in and get back on track when you want. Baby steps, maybe. ;-) 
06 Jan 10 by member: Starladesiree
I'm getting back on track, but it's like I'm having withdrawals from the crappy lifestyle. I'm counting my calories today, and I know I have enough, but I'm FREAKIN' HUNGRY! I'll probably be grumpy for a few days while I settle back into my healthy ways. 
06 Jan 10 by member: Divided By Zero
You'll get it back together. I am sure the whole marathon experience really threw you for a loop, and then the holidays and vacation on top of it! You'll have to remember how you ate before you started running 75 miles a week. :) 
06 Jan 10 by member: erikag
I am feeling the hunger crankies too. I can't stop craving junk food and it's REALLY HARD not cave. I feel ravenous. Like, I might eat my own arm.  
06 Jan 10 by member: Starladesiree
If you're ravenous- eat something! But not junk food. How about an apple? Some celery? I make myself a cucumber salad. Here's the recipe: Cucumbers. lol :) 
06 Jan 10 by member: k8yk
ariel? inloove?? **in the great Titan voice** haha, thats you. All the changes, in denial. JK. I joke! Well welcome to carnivore city I hope you stay, cause that tofu stuff is just strange. I love your gifts! We were just told we had to make stuff for our gift exchange we do every year. They are giving us a year. So how fast can I pick up this tallent, I have ZERO skills!?!?!? lol 
06 Jan 10 by member: cindyshine
Well, I only had one art class in college, so you might pick it up pretty quick. Then again, I've been drawing on my own for fun since... forever. LOL 
06 Jan 10 by member: Divided By Zero
Welcome back to the world of the carnivores lol.  
06 Jan 10 by member: splendidhammer
Hey, if you want a transition from vegetarian to omnivore take a look at the Mabo Dofu recipe in my cookbook. Ground turkey and tofu, what's not to love? Oh, and welcome back from the Holiday break! 
06 Jan 10 by member: wintersmith
Welcome back! You draw beautifully, my son gave me a drawing for Christmas and it was great, it made me cry.  
06 Jan 10 by member: Shia34
Gah, why red bull when you could have monster? Great drawings btw. I'm sure they were thrilled, and not just fake thrilled, real thrilled. 
06 Jan 10 by member: MelbaA
Nooooo! You've gone to the dark side! The tofu gods are crying. Ah, well. You'll come back to your senses some day. ;) Your drawings are amazing! Lucky family! 
06 Jan 10 by member: amryk
@Melba: Monster is MUCH better (though my personal favorite is low carb Venom). I think I must have had one of every type of energy drink during the trip, but most ended up being sugar free Red Bulls as that's what my girlfriend is addicted to. lol 
06 Jan 10 by member: Divided By Zero
Shia: My aunt cried when she opened hers (the second pic), so I take that as "mission accomplished". 
06 Jan 10 by member: Divided By Zero
@Amryk: The tofu gods may smile upon me again some day, but right now I'm using myself as a guinea pig in a nutrition experiment. We'll see how it goes, and how I feel. 
06 Jan 10 by member: Divided By Zero
the tofu gods are crying right now salty salty meat free tears :P seriously though when the time comes we will welcome you back into the vegetarian fold with smiles :P anyways..ahem.. moving on .... don't worry about the lapse everyone does around the holidays to be honest if I lived in america i wouldnt last a day on a diet seriously i still crave american junk food and i only stayed for like 3 weeks!! get back on it (do a hell week :D ) 
06 Jan 10 by member: SelinaMinus60
divided-that's exactly what my son said..lol..well, it went like this-I made my mom cry on Christmas!! Yes!!!! 
07 Jan 10 by member: Shia34
I'm 90-95% vegetarian, but when I do eat meat (and I occasionally do), I look for the most sustainable and cruelty-free available. Pasture-raised, antibiotic-free, and hormone-free is better for your health and the environment:)  
07 Jan 10 by member: Samadhi
I have been off the wagon for longer than that and I still havent found the motivation to get back on. The holidays this year really kicked my ass... I have debated going back to eating some meat but I just cant bring myself to do it... I dont really know why. It started out as a diet choice but somewhere along the way it became alot more than that... who knows.. Good luck guy... you are still my hero.. :) 
07 Jan 10 by member: MarkieG
@Markie: I had been doing research and thinking about switching back for several months, but to be honest it still feels kind of odd. I don't think I was managing my diet very well because I was feeling run-down, and people were starting to tell me that I was getting really bad dark circles around my eyes. I don't know if the diet change is going to help at all, but I figure it's worth a shot. 
07 Jan 10 by member: Divided By Zero

     
 

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